Shit happens but shit can be good

Yesterday santa came to visit. It was fun and I was happy. Hampus and I should be in sweden with Anna but as they say : shit happens. I hate that saying I hate it.I hate when shit happens. Hampus has felt very sad and stressed out over this and I feel sorry for him and Anna because they should be together because they love eachother. But we will all be together I feel it and I know it. It's just that holidays also make people sad and not always happy.

I thought yesterday would be a disaster because I thought Hampus would get toooooooo sad about Anna. At first he was but then I hugged him and I sat next to him all day and we talked about dad and stuff.Hampus and I had all these people around us but it felt like we had our own little cosy world .I loved that and we had our own loving time on christmas day.

We both missed Anna. She should be with us. But I had a great day with my family here and especially with the best brother in the world-Hampus. He's also kinda a dad. Only better.I love him sooooo much . I love Anna soooo much to . I got many presents. Mostly clothes but that's ok. Most important is to feel loved and that I felt more than ever. Hampus is the best ever. He told me some great ghost stories to .

So maybe shit happens but shit can also be good. See ya!